Daily War Memoirs

"Qustions that go unanswered

I can feel the cold cold wind whip across my face as if i had been a slave. We've been waiting here for almost 3 hours and still no sign of what we are lookig for. As i look up at the sky i can see and hear all of these fighter jets. They swarm across the sky like insects searching for other insects to devour. Sometimes i wonder why i even joined the armed forces, it feels as though im going crazy every second my finger pulls the triger of this rifle. I kill for my country, I die for my counry. But sometimes Iask the question what does my country do for me....... 1/12/11

"My weapon"

Looking at this weapon weight 8 pounds 3.3 caliber. This m16 has been my best friend every since the bay of pigs invasion. I've talked to it i've slept with it. I kno this weapon bettr than i kno the back of my hand. I love this gun. Its like my second love. My first love is at home worried about me. She probably thinks im getting blowed up by some asian physchopath. But im safe. Her name Sally is carved into the side of my weapon. Just seeing her name everyday makes me wanna fight harder. I came here to protect my country. To protect the world from communist. Im doing good so far...........1/18/11

"Im so appalled"

Im so appalled that i come home after defending my country and its citizens, i feel certain opression, i feel hate and deceit. After facing gruelling battles on the beaches of normandy to storming the german reich., from taking 4 bullets one in my leg one in my arm and one that pierced my rib. From the socialogical promblems to the physchological nightmares. I defended my country to the best of my ability and i come home to this land which i was born the land that i grew upon i see the hatetred and the dislike in all of my fellow citizens. Melancholy couldent even explain this feeling i have in my chest, in my heart. i bled, sweat, and cried tears for this retred country and im not excepted here anymore. I feel as though my life is not worth living anymore i shoud have died........ 1/20/11