"Wonderful Thoughts"

dream and react to the patients of this day

calm cool and collective is the role i have to play

infinite dreams of me being with her

chills of cold wind this mountain i want to conquer

my weakness is love but its also my strength

feels of sadness at an unidentified length

cuts and cuts form on my arm to remove the emotional pain

but i need some strength so love i must attain

thinking of space as these bar-red days go by

born to be a supper dupper lonely guy

but she's still here i still have parts of her love

i swear it seems as though she has been sent from above

she's the apple of my eye and the reason my heart has a beat

her light soft skin is pure beauty she makes me feel complete

when im around her i feel pleasure ranging from my head to my feet

what a wonderful feeling.... a feeling of sweetness

no more suicide comes to my head

no more feelings of dead and blood shed

art helps allot music is its partner in crime

im happy that im not feeling sick in the mind

hopefully i will realize that life goes on

but right at this sec im still so far gone

im making it through the week and the tears are slowing down

but as the days proceed.... i feel the guilt to kill the need

so im having wonderful thoughts my mind is bac to a state

and i still feel as though she is still my soul mate