"No Heart+No Soul= ME"

My heart is destroyed and my soul is half dead

and now i feel as though my life is hanging by a thin thread

happiness comes and it leaves as quick as it appears

my body feels as though it has been stabbed with an unlimited amount of spears

the pain is hurting me and making me more angry as time go

and my love for her is the only thing i want to show

jus as my mind state was healing from the blood reign

that girl that wants to kill me is calling and her name is mary jane

so much pain so much solitude so much loneliness so much of everything

i cant deal with so much shit i cant include

i always ask why... why is my life such a big mess why am i here

do i have a point on earth for me to jus think this i say "nothing" and

to me that shit hurts

happiness for me is something that i need to survive

and love is the thing i need for me to feel alive

that fuckin dude to me appears to be the devil

he takes away my happiness and gives me pain to an unidentified level

she calms my soul and art heals my brain

music is my savoir but.. that guy drives me insane

me knowing that he has want i want

is really making my soul feel very gaunt

but will "That Girl" ever know how he makes me feel

will she ever know that he is killing me...

will she see that he is the reason for my pain and agony

will she ever see it.........

the sex that is endured is something that i crave every day

but thats something he has and she enjoys.. i want it to go away...do u know how that makes me feel??........it kills me to know these things....

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so once again my happiness only lasted for only hours this time

i love her.... i hate him.....i wonder.... is that such a crime

"Surreal events in your head"

always alive in the heart

heaven awaits as i think and breath art

love and hate 2 things i try to keep apart

save the lives kill the flies and open the eyes

as i waste the valuable time

i need to sustain the feeling of happiness in my mind

lines and lines of free versitile rhymes

rhymes that tell stories of a genius lost in a wierd time

i exhale sex yeah a kid made of lust

no trust jus disgust as i witness all the unjust things

with a robust theme commited by people with low self esteem

i've witnessed the power that can come from dreams

like unworldly places and wonderful things

but also the night terrors that make you scream

the nightmares that releases the bad things that seem real

a guy once told me to always enjoy your last meal

cause you can always die in those terrors a death that you cant feel

a series of surreal events that happen in your head

event thats can make us all feel like were dead

everyones life is hagin by a thin thread

but know one ever look at whats ahead

instead they move on and let what they think they know lead them

but one thing they dont know is "what they think they know can kill them"

"No Life"

Souls burn as they feel my wrath of painful rhymes

no battles as i travel cause i would kill them every time

on stage with my mic thats wen im in my prime

the crowds shouting my name now im glowing as i shine

as i rap the number of non believers decline

as they hear these rhymes they hear pure power thats so devine

with flow like currents and lyrics thats sicker than swine

in musical abstract jungles i travel over gravel as i break apart their spines

rushing through...... like i do no not thinking of wats ahead

just moving on killing rappers not thinking about the dead

sharp swagger with a dagger... can kill u jus wit dat

skinny jeans graphic tee's and my little skully hat

i step up to the plate ready for com-bat

so much sex and weed smell the trees and eat the leaves

cough the blood, smoke the weed

kill the family, never free

never think, always dream

fuck the girls, and kill the means

truth comes from my rhymes as i spit these lines

every time i murder my opponent

not in rapping but in life

never fight just with my words and with my might

And with my fangs i may bite

Down can you see the light as i strike

Feel my powerful words as I write

Reading and listening your feeling a feeling of delight

Cause my words inspire and they have flames u cant ignite

Now feel my power as I hit

with pure force higher than the sky

and the tears glisten as the pain make em all cry

unleash the beast thats in you with those tears of fear, kill your opponent and always dream of the day that comes around, stop the lying and dont cry no more as the pain goes away, laugh out loud as the world is dying and enjoy the day

stop the lying and stop all the hate stop the murders and end the debate

Hearts filled with love and hate

2 emotional aspects thats the difference in your psychological state

I hope heaven awaits as I live and create

I hope wen I past there will be golden gates

i express my true feelings in this song

drinking mountain dew

as im smoking my bong

i have been through so much in this past year

a broken heart, drug abuses and so many tears

i try to overcome it and move on with my life

but like always the hate seems to put up a fight

i break through the boundaries as i rake through your heart

im here never leaving as i break through the bark

i always think of positives and i never look back

no attack as i crack through the ice pack away

loves for another day consistanly bleeding never giving it its way

so as life move on i sit here smoking then choking escaping from my reality

and bleeding acid like batteries

unleash the beast thats in you with those tears of fear, kill your opponent and always dream of the day that comes around, stop the lying and dont cry no more as the pain goes away, laugh out loud as the world is dying and enjoy the day

Thanks to who ever read this

"Wonderful Thoughts"

dream and react to the patients of this day

calm cool and collective is the role i have to play

infinite dreams of me being with her

chills of cold wind this mountain i want to conquer

my weakness is love but its also my strength

feels of sadness at an unidentified length

cuts and cuts form on my arm to remove the emotional pain

but i need some strength so love i must attain

thinking of space as these bar-red days go by

born to be a supper dupper lonely guy

but she's still here i still have parts of her love

i swear it seems as though she has been sent from above

she's the apple of my eye and the reason my heart has a beat

her light soft skin is pure beauty she makes me feel complete

when im around her i feel pleasure ranging from my head to my feet

what a wonderful feeling.... a feeling of sweetness

no more suicide comes to my head

no more feelings of dead and blood shed

art helps allot music is its partner in crime

im happy that im not feeling sick in the mind

hopefully i will realize that life goes on

but right at this sec im still so far gone

im making it through the week and the tears are slowing down

but as the days proceed.... i feel the guilt to kill the need

so im having wonderful thoughts my mind is bac to a state

and i still feel as though she is still my soul mate

"Is this really what i've become"

i defeated the purpose of such set things

now im letting the pain fall on me as rain

i try to stand back up i try to gain

but in the end i still fear that nothing will change

bring the pain bring the solitude

im still gone be that lonely stoner skater dude

but with myself im having a battle yup a long awaited feud

but right now i don't even think god know what will conclude

colors aren't bright and the sky looks grey

the moon doesn't shine... and were back to the aged day

im misunderstood.. but a genius in my own mind

so i wear my skinny jeans and let my intelligence shine

i look up at the stars and see only one thats bright

i feel the need to save myself but.. theres never a feeling of delight

i look into her eyes and see unworldly things like oceans of pain

and a wonderful brown a darker shade of champagne

i wonder what im gone do i wonder will she choose me

but but in the end all that really counts is whose happy

thoughts of suicide runs deep through my head

lonely feeling deep depression it feels like im dead

im getting weaker and weaker as time progresses

not getting over myself not learning life lessons

pause for a second.... and complete the sentence of sadness

now night terrors are taken over.. im hearing sounds of madness

not many people of this planet understands

so with my plants i leave and head to mars back where this all began

artificial happiness.... is only what that gives me

in the end all that ever wants to do is kill me

but should i stick around should i continue letting my self breath

should i commit suicide should i keep smoking weed

in the end after everything is said and done

i'll wake at 3:00 in the morning holding a gun

the further she is the more this thought expands

but when shes close to me this thought disappears and my brain began to dance

but in the end i kno that she will never be mine

so i take my razor out and start slicing my arms one at a time

but is this truly me??? is this really what i've become

a little emo kid who always feels like crum

i dont know i dont really care at all

i feel like a rock on the edge of a cliff getting ready to fall

so as the wind starts to chill

as the birds fly south my dreams wont be fulfilled

as she be with him and as my mom goes to jail

this dark pain will follow me and cause me pain i cant mend

as my grades decline.... and as my self esteem descend

as these days goe by as suicide impend

i will be this lonely kid jus waiting... waiting for the reaper to come

but i still look myself in the mirror and say "is this really what i've become"

"Reporting Live From Outerspace"

My brain doesent exist it feeds on art

no negativity, spacouse activity,

no such thing as hate

and no captivity, as the walls break

i shake with no ability or thought of fate

as these words flow and the worlds die

my mind is traveling as space and

time collide

im reporting live from outer space, yeah straight from outerspace

and im going to the mars ball as heaven as my date

marijuana is my side kick and my pencil is my heart

my bones are wood from my deck

wait for a sec as i fix my hat

take a lil puff of the cush

sitting high getting by

as earth seems dead

im reporting live from outer space, yeah straight from outer space

im feeling great,

as i embrace the air that whips across my face

no aged day is in the presence of this time

so no crime as i climb

this volcano with a herbal kind of sublime

as im in space you can smell the lime

and almost taste the slime

stars come to life

and the moon is always bright

here in space, fire that cant ignite

the sun,

it burns for milleniums and heats these planets

we call the system of solar

here in space where nothing seems polar

here i am reporting live from outer space yeah, straight from outer space......